...with arms wide and heart abandoned

I'm 20, third year at christian university in socal. i was a lifeguard at the crappiest waterpark around, and a cashier, but now I nanny and am a student assistant. Not so new relationship, but I'm still scared out of my mind, but i'm learning to handle that, and working on myself. this is a collaboration of my thoughts and feelings. even if it's vague. try and get to know me, message me... ask me questions. C:

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i just realized that “never” is a contraction of “not ever”

 and “blush” is a contraction of “blood rush”

also “studying” is a contraction of “student dying”

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Kaci Diane  (via subculturalgrrrl)

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I love the person I’ve become, because I fought to become her.


If only he had kept driving away…

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Unknown (a knot in my throat now)

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Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love.

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No more excuses (via luciferismylover)

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If he’s not calling you, it’s because you are not on his mind. If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn’t follow through on little things, he will do same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he’s okay with disappointing you. Don’t be with someone who doesn’t do what they say they’re going to do. If he’s choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn’t respect your feelings and needs. “Busy” is another word for “asshole.” “Asshole” is another word for the guy you’re dating. You deserve a fcking phone call.


This is such an amazing, creative and proactive approach towards negativity. I’m re-blogging this as I can be applied to any one’s life and struggle.

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Yeah cuddling naked is nice but there is something so sensual about laying together with your clothes on just to have them lift your shirt a little and grab your hip, then run their hand up and down your body to tease you. And by having just a small bit of your skin exposed, it leaves your body begging for more, and your nerves burn to have their hand pull your shirt up just a little more, grab your waist and caress your skin. Then the sweet and dangerous motion of their hand tugging your pants down slightly to give you false hope of satisfaction is dispelled by the sudden tug to pull your pants back up, and it gives you the feeling of dire need to be touched more. Clothes are great, actually.



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